There’s that occasional night where you just breakdown and cry because you know that no matter what, things will never be the same.
The worst type of crying is the silent one.
The one when everyone is asleep.
The one where you feel it in your throat,
and your eyes become blurry from the tears.
The one when your lips start to shake
and the tears which build up quickly starts to fall.
The one when you’re crouched and trying to suck it in
and not make any noise.
The one where you just want to scream.
The one where you have to hold your breath
and grab your stomach to keep quiet.
The one where you can’t breath anymore.
The one when you realize the person that meant the most to you,
is gone.. 😐