Ambivalent

Maybe you weren’t the one for me,
but deep down I wanted you to be. ๐Ÿ™‚

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191 thoughts on “Ambivalent

      1. That’s just how I see it ๐Ÿ˜„

        But if you believe in ‘the one’, it is both your choices, the circumstances and time that will tell.

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  1. I know how that is… you want so badly … sometimes just isnโ€™t meant to be

    But I do whole heartedly believe… it didnโ€™t work out because something or someone else is meant for you… it will come.

    But I do know how that is.

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    1. Thanks for feeling it.

      Sometimes you already have given so much of you, and invested so much time and energy, that it just didnโ€™t seem fair to have to walk away with nothing.
      It is the whole hollowness that curbs in.

      Appreciate your thought, Omatra! ๐Ÿ™‚

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      1. Yes I understand that – went through that myself.

        But when you learn to let go… you open to what is meant for you.

        It all takes time… but is hard to go through. Is crushing – definitely know that feeling

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      2. Sometimes, I read your comments and feel as if youโ€™re a book to read through. Haha.
        Smiles.
        Be safe.
        As always nice to have your perspective.

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      3. Lol thatโ€™s funny!

        I do have many pages like a book – many chapters lol

        And sometimes my posts are like novels lol โœŒ๏ธ

        Glad youโ€™re smiling though

        Stay safe as well!!

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    1. Hi Sadia, Yea. Thank you for looking out for it.
      Sometimes less on thoughts, and sometimes occupied with other stuffs.

      Appreciate your comment!!

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      1. Ah! I hope you remain well and away from all the medical problems. Great to know youโ€™re a social worker.
        It will all be good, believe it. ๐Ÿ˜Š

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  2. Brief but so deep and right to the point. I can relate to this from earlier in my life to be sure. You got right in under my ribs this morning with this. There’s always that one…

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    1. Ah! Thank you, Mags.
      Appreciate your comment on this blog. Makes me think how nicely many of the co-bloggers can relate to it.
      Yes, there is always the โ€˜oneโ€™.

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    1. How about people living in their own โ€˜what ifsโ€™. And by the time they gather courage, it is too late.

      But I agree. Hope is very powerful word.

      Thank you, Ava Mam! ๐Ÿ˜‹

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    1. Hi Nalini.
      I have been good. How are you?

      You could have had let your thoughts flow, it would have been wonderful. Hope you rewrite it.

      Haha, nothing new, reading book has been part of me, but laziness just cribs in.

      How about you?

      Thanks. ๐Ÿ™‚

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  3. Hi
    I am also good. Thanks ๐Ÿ™‚

    Even I have become sort of lazy to read. So I have started listening to audio books in Audible.
    Though it can’t be compared to reading, still better than not reading at all, I think ๐Ÿ™‚
    So yes, I am enjoying that.

    Besides that I have created bunch of you tube channels – cooking , music and gyan baatne wala (๐Ÿ˜€), I mean self development channel.

    Please check my music channel. I love singing , so to keep my sanity I sing once in a while, I am also putting that in my channel.

    https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTZMTsdJPIGyuKnUyQD7Uxg

    This is self development channel

    https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCRoEiHEC3BW7nVNcv2E-geQ

    โ€ขโ€ขโ€ข
    Well about my thoughts after reading this post:
    If we are meant to be with that some ‘one’ , definitely we will be together.
    Even if you don’t express, if you are meant to be with that person, then that person will express their feelings and you will be together ๐Ÿ™‚
    In any situation, definitely you won’t miss the ‘one’, somehow universe will bring both together.

    Phew… So I hope I have conveyed what I wanted to tell.

    You know, not always I am able to express…

    Take care !!

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    1. Hi Nalini.
      That looks like you have been doing a lot. Cooking, music channels. Nice. Sure, I will explore the youtube channels.

      Thanks for writing that thought down. I hope everyone or most of the people find the same person which universe has thought for them.

      Haha, and thanks for writing all of it.
      You too Take care!!

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    1. Another version to the story.
      You cannot take anyone for granted. They could be seen by you as your last resort, but they are meant for something bigger than that.. even if you go down and want anything.
      But yea, another angle, another view.

      Thanks. Appreciate finding your footprints on this blog.. ๐Ÿ˜Š

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      1. I dint quiet was able to relate your point but right you shouldn’t take anyone for granted for sure. Can agree with you on that line.
        Anyways .. what is meant for you will find its way, only when both the parties doesn’t give any other chance to the universe but to keep them together; Hope you find your person..keep up the good work.โœŒ๏ธ

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      2. Haha. I think I was too sleepy to put the lines together. Sorry.

        Appreciate your comment. I hope everyone finds what they wish for, if not then find something better. ๐Ÿ˜Š
        Thank you. Take care!! Be safe.

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    1. 7.5 billion population, a lot of A in it.
      Surely, I am not the few you already know. ๐Ÿ˜Š
      Finish the college soon. Good luck.

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      1. Haha, Hey I read one of your posts where an eagerness was shown to finish up the college.
        So, I said it for you.. that I hope you finish college soon.

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    2. Today I made almond cake for daddy it was so yum but small ๐Ÿ˜€ . We ate that within 10 seconds รฐยŸย˜ย‚รฐยŸย˜ย‚ kidding maybe 5 or less รฐยŸย˜ย‚รฐยŸย˜ยถ . That’s all for today. Have a good night.

      Regards, Arooba

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  4. A beautiful expression of an aftermath, which ripples.
    I empathise. Wonderful, A!
    At some point, perhaps, one is to leave alone the “I wanted you to be” for one’s own walk. ๐Ÿ™‚
    Take care.

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