Two Personalities

I guess you can say we all have two personalities.

The one during the day,
if we were asked if we’re happy,
we would say “absolutely”
we’re happy and we don’t need any help,
we’re completely okay.

But then there’s the other
that at 2 am, sits alone in their room
wondering if anyone likes them at all
asking themselves what’s the point.

The one that is in pain
is the one that needs to be shown
how beautiful they are.

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The Scariest Part!

You asked,
what is the scariest part?

I answer:
The scariest part is
not the feeling of loneliness
or the darkness that fills you
despite the looming pain
of emptiness.

The scariest part is the realization
that you have lost yourself completely
sinking in as you lay awake
at 2 am
because you lost the ability to sleep
and you can’t even cry
because you don’t even care. 😐