Ambivalent

Maybe you weren’t the one for me,
but deep down I wanted you to be. 🙂

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All I Want

When you said your last goodbye,
I died a little bit inside..
I lay in tears in bed all night,
Alone without you by my side.. ❤

So, my friend shared the song link and added that the song lyrics really bring some back flashes to him. To me, it is really a nice song and lyrically amazing. Hope the post finds you smiling.. 🙂

Listen to the music from the album, In a perfect world –
Kodaline – All I Want (Part 1) – YouTube

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Dream

I had a dream, that you were mine.
I’ve had that dream a thousand times.. 🙂

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Stranded

And..

In the blink of an eye,
everything that meant anything to Him,

was gone.. 😦

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When Asked

When asked,
“How you can smile all day long?”

He replied,
“Maybe..
because I have nights
with full of memories
to cry for.” 😐

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Oh… Great

Friday, 19:24

Here, I am standing next to my friend and in front of a girl who this guy likes a lot.

Today, near this fast food corner he has met her after a long time, with a question.. “How are you? and what you doing here? 🙂 “. She replies with a smile on her face, “I’m awesome & just waiting for a friend. How about you?”. With a happiness in his body language, he said “I’m fine, as always! Just here with my friend to get something to eat. 🙂 How about your friend, is the person from your college or school? “. With a shy smile she says, “Actually, He is my school friend & I am meeting him after a long time.” For a second or two he hasn’t said anything, looks down and then again looking at her, says, “School friends are always specially, he must be your good friend.” With an extremely thoughtful smile as if she remembered someone, she speaks, “Yes, he is my best friend & I like him a lot. ❤ ” Suddenly her phone rang and after 5 seconds of conversation on phone she said, “time for me to go, will see you next time. Bye!! ” In a low voice he was only able to say, “Oh… Great, take care, Bye! 😐 ” She turned and started walking away.

As we started the long walk back, he slows down and turns back to see her getting lost in the crowd. In a very less of a time she was out of the picture of our eyes. I put my right hand on his shoulder and without a word being said he turned and started walking.

Throughout their talks, I was a person who was only listening to both of them. I knew about her as this guy has talked a lot about her in past few years. As we were walking back, we did not exchanged a word with each other. He was just moving slowly with some deep breaths and looking into the sky for a while. I know he was not okay.

One thing that I acknowledge was the last words he said that evening, “Oh..Great!”
This “Oh” sounded as if his heart has ripped into millions of pieces. He was not able to speak after that. It appeared as if his throat has choked and only thing he was able to do is, breathe. 😐

Acceptance

Most things
will be okay eventually,
but not everything will be.

Sometimes you’ll
put up a good fight &
lose.

Sometimes you’ll
hold on really hard
and realize there is no choice
but to let go.

Acceptance is a small, quiet room.

I’m okay

Maybe..
I lied..
When I said..
I was okay! 😐

Two Personalities

I guess you can say we all have two personalities.

The one during the day,
if we were asked if we’re happy,
we would say “absolutely”
we’re happy and we don’t need any help,
we’re completely okay.

But then there’s the other
that at 2 am, sits alone in their room
wondering if anyone likes them at all
asking themselves what’s the point.

The one that is in pain
is the one that needs to be shown
how beautiful they are.

“The Fault in Our Stars”

“Oh! I wouldn’t mind _________. It would be a privilege to have my heart broken by you.”

In the above line, I just left a blank so that you can adjust your loved ones name & then read it. It sounds beautiful, isn’t it? “Fault in our stars”, a novel and now a movie too. I just completed with this beautiful movie. The story is about a sixteen-year-old cancer patient, who is forced by her parents to attend a support group, where she subsequently meets and falls in love with the seventeen-year-old guy, an ex-basketball player and amputee.

Instead of talking about the story, I would like to share my thoughts, what I came across and what happens in real life instead of reel life. We all come across good and bad situations and that’s why its called life. There comes a time when you realize not everything is in your control. At times we all are just too focused on what’s not in our control. We think about the pain more than the happiness which came to us.

Life is a box with uncertain stuffs, you never know where life will take you. You never know what’s going to happen in your life, and you never know what’s going to happen in someone’s else life either. I believe that everything happens for a reason, things go wrong so that you can appreciate when they’re right. You believe lies so that you can learn to trust no one but yourself and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. I think it takes much more longer to fix stuffs.

Recognize that while some things are in your control, other things aren’t. Let go of the things you can’t control – they aren’t worth occupying your mind over. Instead, focus on what is in your power. Before we can make a change in our lives, we have to shift our responsibility to aspects of our life that we previously didn’t take responsibility for.

I hope one day cancer will only be a zodiac sign..